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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Miss_Peregrine's_Home_for_Peculiar_Children_-_Ransom_Riggs, Miss
      Peregrine's_Home_for_Peculiar_Children_(Movie)
  Relationship:
      Jacob_Portman/Enoch_O'Connor
  Character:
      Jacob_Portman, Enoch_O'Connor
  Additional Tags:
      Hate_Sex, kind_of_homophobia?, lil_bit, also_this_has_little_to_no_plot
      haha_so_enjoy_literally_just_them_fuckin, and_btw_this_doesnt_end_up_with
      them_really_reconciling._this_is_literally_just_hate_sex, pretty_rough
      hate_sex_at_that
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-10-04 Words: 3116
****** I Almost Like It When You Hate Me ******
by mikasasha
Summary
     Jake's had enough. Jake's just sick of it.
Notes
     i aint ever read the book so i dont know the characters well but
     after seein the movie im shocked and offended only one of yall wrote
     about this pairing so u forced me to do this. i hardly even remember
     most of the things said and done in the movie so it might be really
     out of character and i wouldnt even know. but as i said. yall forced
     me
See the end of the work for more notes
It didn't take even ten minutes after Jake first met Enoch to recognize that
Enoch seems to hate every atom in his body.
He doesn't know what he did- he doesn't think he made a terribly too offensive
introduction. He can't think of any way he could have insulted Enoch, can't
think of how he's personally infringed upon him. Certainly, Jake knows, a boy
has a reason to get a bit off put by the fact that someone who just walked into
his home is being fawned over, but Christ, having the same family who all knows
the same people since the 1940s, Enoch shouldn't be surprised that they're
getting excited. And he certainly shouldn't be getting jealous. At least,
that's definitely what it seems like he's doing.
The first day, Enoch's cold attitude is just bordering tolerable. The second
day, it's annoying. The third day, it's infuriating.
After another interaction with Enoch consisting of snaps and witty insults and
ending with Enoch walking up the stairs with a roll of his eyes, Jake's had
enough. Jake's just sick of it.
Emma and Hugh and Horace are going on again on how Jake shouldn't care, Enoch's
just mean, not to take it personal, blah, blah, blah. He interrupts them by
breathing hard through his nose and almost running to the stairs, rushing up
them and walking to where Enoch regularly lingers. When he opens the door,
Enoch doesn't really look up from his table where he's working on some next
weird, creepy robot thing, but when Jake walks into the room and slams the door
behind him, Enoch's head snaps up. When his eyes land on Jake, his expression
quickly turns from shocked to annoyed and his eyes narrow.
"You have nerve." The words drip in disgust, and Jake can hardly believe how
Enoch's voice can be so toxic despite the fact that he hardly even knows Jake.
"What's your problem?" He clenches his fists by his sides and he can feel
himself trembling in frustration. "What did I do to you to get you to hate me
so much?"
His eyes narrow further and his top lip nearly curls into a sneer. "What's my
problem?" He parrots, as if he can't believe Jake asked him that. He almost
says something before he purses his lips and breathes a heavy puff of air
through his nose. "I don't need to explain myself to you."
Jake's expression goes even sourer and his hands are starting to hurt from his
nails hugging his palms. "You have nerve. You have no reason to be as mean as
you're being-"
Enoch stands up at that, face pulled back into an ugly expression. "'Mean'?
What an elementary word."
"What do you want me to say then?" Jake's torso kind of leans forward, almost
in a challenge. "You have no reason to be such a dick?"
Jake almost gets whiplash from how fast Enoch walks to stand in front of Jake
and slam his right hand next to Jake's head on the door. "You watch your mouth
in this house."
"Make me."
Jake wasn't one hundred percent sure what he was expecting to come next after
saying a sentence like that. Possibly a punch or slap, maybe some spit in his
face. Just not Enoch's big lips on his. They weren't opened, weren't forceful,
but tense and bordering on nervous. Jake doesn't react much or move away, just
tenses his shoulders and widens his eyes.
It's fleeting, just a few seconds. When Enoch pulls back, he looks even angrier
than before.
"Why didn't you move?" He growls.
Jake can tell that the expression on his face is still shocked with wide eyes.
"Wh- Why-" He furrows his brows, barely changing his expression. "Why didn't
you not kiss me?"
Enoch narrows his eyes again. "That barely even made sense. Answer me. Are you
some sort of queer?"
Oh wow. There's a word he hasn't heard before as an actual insult.
Right. 1940s. He doesn't know that you aren't arrested for being gay in the
U.K. anymore.
"Are you really calling me 'queer' when you're the one who kissed me?"
"You told me to make you watch your mouth!"
That's the first time Jake's ever heard Enoch yell.
"Yeah, by slapping me or something- not kissingme!"
"I just wanted you away from me, but I'm surely alright to slap you, too, if
that's what will just get you away from me." He's gritted his teeth and his
voice is hoarse.
"I don't know," Jake's voice is just as venomous. At this point, Jake just
wants to make Enoch mad. "You don't seem toreally want me away much. You seem
kind of 'queer'."
"Shut up!" Second time.
"Make me!"
And he does. Enoch makes him shut up not with a kiss this time, but with a
slap. A hard one, that stings Jake's cheek and pushes his head to the side. It
reverberates through his body, reaching every nerve, and Jake can't help but
notice that it felt almost good. He slowly turns his face back towards Enoch,
who's shaking and breathing hard and furious and Jake can't help but notice
that he looks sexy with his messed hair and big pupils and angry lips. 
No, Enoch doesn't kiss him. He kisses Enoch.
He lurches forward, and grips his right hand behind Enoch's head into his hair
that was obviously once close shaved but is in need of a haircut. This time,
Enoch is the one to tense his shoulders and go still. It's only when Jake turns
his head and reaches his other hand to Enoch's head that he reacts. But it's
not a reaction of him pushing Jake away or hitting him. He pulls him closer by
the hips and fists his hands in Jake's jacket and leans forward into the kiss
almost painfully. That's when the kiss becomes less stiff and turns open
mouthed. It becomes desperate and hungry and Jake can't even find the shame in
himself for slowly becoming hard anywhere among the boiling hot anger
scratching throughout his veins.
Enoch moves his hands to under Jake's rib cage and digs his fingers into his
sides hard enough to bruise to slam his back onto a table covered in papers
onto his left. He just barely removes his lips.
"You want to see 'mean'?" Enoch growls against Jake's mouth. "I'll show you how
mean I can be." The words make Jake shudder, and his hands trail from Enoch's
head to his chest to fist into his stupid, ugly button up. Before he gets the
chance to kiss Enoch again, he roughly shoves Jake onto the table, hard enough
to make the wood yell out a creak and his back to tingle. Enoch shoves him
further onto the table and climbs on top of him, slamming his arms on either
side of Jake's head and kissing him again.
The kiss was too short, far too short for Jake to be satisfied, but when Enoch
moves his mouth to Jake's jawline to start licking and biting and sucking, it
becomes okay. The more Enoch moves down his throat, the more often and harder
he bites, and Jake arches his back and reveals more of his neck, letting out
the breathiest of moans that encourages Enoch to move his left hand down Jake's
body.
"What, you like this?" Enoch's voice is deep and hoarse against Jake's throat
and Jake is far past being half hard. "Being a poof and letting another man
have his way with you?"
"You're hardly a man."
That gets Enoch to raise himself to his knees on the table, looking down at
Jake with nothing but animistic rage and hooded eyes. His lips are swollen and
his hair is everywhere, his diaphragm rising and falling quickly.
Jake can tell through his pants that he's hard.
"Get your coat off. Now."
The way he says it almost has Jake scared, and it goes straight from his ears
to his dick.
He doesn't dare deny. He sits himself up enough to take off his jacket with
hands shaky from arousal. How he's doing it though causes Enoch to make a gruff
sound in frustration, and he reaches forward to yank it off himself. It almost
hurts his arms, but at this point, any pain he feels from Enoch only sets his
nerves on fire and makes the heat in his stomach bubble more. "You're too
slow." He says, and immediately reaches for Jake's shirt once he's thrown his
jacket somewhere on the floor. His shirt is off in seconds, and when it's gone,
Enoch slams him back on the table, knocking the breath out of him.
When he returns to laying on his back, Enoch doesn't move to kiss him. He drags
his hands, big and calloused, up Jake's torso. From his hipbones to his ribs,
tracing over each muscle almost gently.
Jake doesn't want gentle.
"Not quite a girl, am I?" He spits, and that gets Enoch mad again. He slaps
Jake again. He turns his face back to Enoch quickly this time, with a smug
smile. "What? You too mad at the truth?" He sits up, pushing himself towards
Enoch's face with his arms. "Mad that you like boys?"
"Shut your filthy mouth." Enoch growls, and shoves him back down, more
ferocious than the last time.
"You seem to do that a lot better than me."
Enoch reaches his head back down to Jake, pressing his lips down angrily. His
hands go down to Jake's back, going under his body to lift him up nearly flush
against himself.
Jake reaches his hands to the bottom of Enoch's shirt to yank it from under his
pants, immediately working on the buttons while their mouths kiss aggressively,
effectively turning their lips red and numb.
When Jake undoes the top button of Enoch's shirt, he tries to pull it off. When
Enoch realizes, he drops Jake roughly, shocking him and ripping the breath out
of him again when he hits the table. Enoch raises himself on the table again to
shrug off the shirt, and Jake can't help but notice how nicely put together
Enoch's muscles are.
"God." Jake mutters under his breath, raking his gaze across Enoch's torso.
"I fucking hate you." Enoch barely breathes the words out.
"Watch your mouth."
"Eat shit." He spits as he brings his hands down to Jake's belt, hardly
fumbling despite the fact that they were shaking just as much as Jake's.
"Eat me." Jake snaps back as Enoch unzips his pants. He moans just slightly
when the pressure of his pants is off of him, and Enoch yanks them off, along
with his underwear, slightly chafing Jake's ass and thighs. When they're low
enough, he kicks them off of his legs, and he notices Enoch staring at his
erection with a terrifying hunger. "Your turn."
Enoch looks at him with angry eyes through heavy lids. "You don't deserve it."
Jake chuckles gruffly and darkly. "Well, do something."
And he does. He spits into his hand and grabs onto Jake's dick, beginning to
stroke so painfully slow. Jake moans, throwing his head back and thumping it on
the table.
"Go faster."
He doesn't listen. Just leans down to aggressively kiss Jake again, slowly and
teasingly rubbing his hand up and down.
Enoch's lips are soft and slick and he tastes of nearly nothing, and hearing
him breathe heavy through his nose makes his dick twitch in desperation, yet
Enoch's hand doesn't go any faster, and this is torture.
"Jesus, Enoch, go faster." Jake whines against his lips, and he begins to dig
his nails into Enoch's shoulders.
"We use manners in this house." He moves his mouth back down to Jake's throat,
and licks a stripe up his Adam's apple, yanking a piercing moan out of him.
"Please." Fuck pride.
"Good boy." And feeling Enoch smile against his throat while his hand begins to
speed up almost has him coming then and there.
Enoch bites along the left side of Jake's throat more, going over some of the
spots he made earlier. When he accidentally breaks his skin biting too hard
onto a deep bite mark he had already made earlier, Jake moans. He feels the
sting of Enoch's tongue lick the slightly bleeding mark which has the heat in
his abdomen bubble and claw at the inside of his body.
"Enoch-" He chokes out, and he begins to scratch his nails down the back of the
boy on top of him. "Enoch, I'm going- Gonna-"
And then his hand is gone.
Jake's whine borders on sounding like a yell. His vision swirls and he becomes
almost dizzy while his entire body screams at him in anger.
"No, you aren't." At Enoch's words, Jake yells again, and he nearly throws a
tantrum. He digs his nails into the shoulders above him, and the smile Enoch
grows paired with his heavy, lustful eyes nearly has Jake coming itself. "Did
you really expect me to just let you without you so much as touching me?"
"God, then let me touch you." Jake chokes out. "You want me to jerk you off?"
"No." He goes back on his knees and goes off the table. Jake props himself up
on his elbows to watch Enoch's fingers slowly undo his belt as he stares into
his eyes. The sight has him hungry and twitching. "I want you to choke on me."
Jake lets out another sound bordering on a moan and he lifts himself off of the
table to go over to Enoch and kiss his swollen lips again. When his pants are
just low enough to let him free, Enoch roughly shoves Jake onto his knees in
front of his erection. Jake grabs onto his base and licks a heavy trail from
the bottom to the head, licking the slit when he reaches the top. Enoch
breathes hard through his mouth, and Jake can easily tell he's
trying desperately not to groan. Enoch's right hand sneaks into Jake's hair,
grabbing on just barely tight and nowhere near enough to hurt.
Well, that won't do. He wants Enoch to hurt him. He wants Enoch to lose
control.
So he goes down as far as he can. Which, shockingly, is all the way down until
his pointed nose is brushing against Enoch's hair below his belly button. He
swallows around him, which has Enoch unable to choke back his groan. His
fingers grip onto Jake's hair tighter, and Jake can't help but pull his head
off of him and smile. He looks up at Enoch through his lashes, who's looking at
him with a furious fire deep and blowing behind his eyes. Maintaining eye
contact, Jake goes all the way down again so slow that he knows it must be
insufferable. He pulls back just as slowly, goes back down just as slowly,
pulls back, goes down, all the while staring Enoch in the eyes.
He hates Enoch so much.
Him grabbing Jake's hair tighter and guiding his head faster up and down his
dick after several grueling and slow moments has him more turned on than it
should. He doesn't stop Enoch, doesn't pull back when he repeatedly hits the
back of Jake's throat. After not a very long time at all, Enoch shoves him off
and pulls him back up to standing by the hair, raking out a pleased hiss from
behind Jake's teeth as he felt the pain scatter throughout his scalp.
His lips are crushed again against Enoch's, and no matter how many times they
kiss and no matter how much they hate each other, Jake knows that he'll never
grow tired of kissing him. As they kiss, Enoch reaches a hand down to grab both
of their erections and stroke fast and hard. When Jake begins to breathe too
hard to properly kiss, Enoch reaches his mouth back down to the scabbing bite
mark and licks it again, going just above it to give another bite.
Enoch's hand begins to stutter, and Jake's fingers come up to claw hard at his
back. Their legs are shaking and their breathing is jerky, and Jake is the one
who comes first. He moans loud, hard, and Enoch groans very shortly after, and
they've made complete messes of themselves.
They lean on each other for a bit, catching their breaths through panting and
blood flowing back through their bodies.
When Enoch gains the strength to move, he shoves Jake off hard enough to slam
against the table and uses his own shirt from the floor to wipe his hands and
stomach. He throws down the shirt back onto the floor and tucks himself back
in, only to walk back to his work station, shirtless and sweaty. He continues
to work on whatever he was previously, as if absolutely nothing had happened.
"Put on your clothes and get out of this house. You try and do this again, I'll
fuck you until you're bleeding."
As he gathers his clothes and gets dressed, he thinks of how much that isn't a
threat, and how much he wants to take him up on his offer.
Before he opens the door, he feels his neck throb, and traces his fingers along
the indents and bruises. He knows Enoch put them there on purpose. To let
everyone know and to humiliate him. That fact rushes what feels like razors and
arsenic through his veins and his rib cage lights up with anger and
humiliation. He grabs onto the doorknob and speaks without looking backwards.
"Fuck you."
Jake opens the door with a hand halfheartedly trying to cover his neck and
leaves the room, trying his best not to close the door too loud or too quiet.
He stares at the floor for a bit as he just stands in front of the room he just
had sex with someone he hates in, and lets the surrealism and dopamine of the
situation tread off and the regret and anger fill him up again. He purses his
lips and grits his teeth as he just asks himself why on earth he did that. When
he turns to walk down the stairs, he sees Emma at the opposite end of the hall
standing in front of an open door leading to an empty room, embarrassed and
blushing. She attempts a smile at him, possibly in a greeting, but it's very
obviously forced and terrified and awkward. He doesn't try and say anything. He
just reciprocates the gesture and walks down the stairs and out of the house
without moving his hand from his neck.
End Notes
     hi
     was this ooc? because if so let me know and i'll just delete this and
     beat the shit out of myself
     but yall better write more fics with this pairing or i swear to god
     i'll blow up this site. i'll do it dont even test me
     send me anon hate on tunglr: @memekasasha
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